Just Plain Stuck

The reason I haven’t been posting is because I’m stuck.

I want to just WRITE. I don’t know how it is that in seven years of keeping a blog, I still have so many stories I haven’t written down, but I do. I haven’t written about my dolls with the yellow pajamas, or my high school trip to Venezuela, or my five weeks in London, or my five MONTHS in Philadelphia. I haven’t written about my amazing years in my high school’s band, choir, and theater programs. Or how I spent 3 summers at Blue Lake Fine Arts and 2 summers at Interlochen Arts Camp.

I also haven’t written about the things that weigh on my mind on an almost daily basis. The things that happened in my life that I somehow cannot put in the past, no matter how hard I try. Even when I tell myself “you can let it go”, they are just meaningless words. I don’t know if writing it down will help or not, but I can’t seem to figure out how to get started and just WRITE.

The thing is, I just feel stuck. I don’t know what order to write things in. I don’t know how to introduce sensitive topics. I can’t figure out a schedule. Menu Monday? Sure, if I’ve planned a menu and remember to blog about it, but obviously I’m not doing that every week. Friday Fives? My own meme? It’s pretty sad when a person can’t even keep up with their OWN MEME.

I’m trying to get unstuck. And yet all I could think of to blog about today is how I am stuck.

Elizabeth (1812 Posts)

I'm Elizabeth, a 40-something Michigan wife and mother of three. I created Table for Five in 2005 as a way to connect with other Moms, and I've been blogging ever since. Please click the About tab at the top of the page to read more about me and my family! email: table4five@gmail.com